I keep falling down to the ground.
Falling down into the vast darkness.
I feel so worn, torn, and defeated.
My life keeps pushing my buttons.
I cannot catch a single break lately.
As I navigate through this huge mess.
I feel like I am a walking train wreck.
I try be positive and upbeat each day,
But my life keeps pushing me down.
I long to be smart and successful.
I keep trying to go somewhere better,
But all the signs are telling me I can't.
I am not meant to ever do any better.
I don't care what these naysayers say.
I am going to keep working on me.
I am not giving up on improving me.
I will not stop being a better person.
I feel I am a better woman this way.
I will do better than others expected.
I will make it out of the lower end.
I am going to do well and help others.
I am not persuing education and work,
Just to become a rich, arrogant snob.
I want to have the knowledge to help.
If you cannot accept my changing life,
Then you can just go screw yourself.
Get out of here and don't come back.
I don't need unsupportive morons here.
You are just jealous and wish it was you.
You will not get off of your lazy behind.
You sit and wait for good things to come.
I have a news flash for you lazy lowlifes.
Nothing good comes without a price tag.
If you want your life to be a better place,
Then you will need to take active actions.
No one is going to do it all for you here.
However, we all can be successes in life.
We all can do good in our unique ways.
Let us support each other like a family.
We all can work towards good goals.
We all have it in us to be decent people.
We just need to be willing to work hard.